Hearing those Thoughts in my headThere is one thing I do wanna point out Recently when I woke up I was doing my normal routine of getting up out of bed, eat, shower, wash face, brush teeth, comb my hair, and get dressed and stuff like that but when I kept looking at myself in the mirror I always have those thoughts on my head about my mistakes in the past and i kept thinking to myself saying that. “What is it about me that is wrong, why do I keep making mistakes like this, how can I fix it, and how can I be accepted”Those are the thoughts that are in my head right now. I’m only saying this just so I need to like learn my mistakes and learn from it and improve and better myself and hoping that I will be accepted. Right now I’m still in my learning experience to learn for a lot of stuff I keep making mistakes i made years ago and at least try to acknowledge my mistakes I made, apologize to everyone and you about what I did. And I know it takes time but it’s my learning experience. and the next thing is I need to show everyone and you that I am trying to change, improve, better myself, apologize, and earn myself forgiveness, and earn everyone's forgiveness. And hopefully one day things will be different and one day I will hopefully (hopefully) I will be accepted back in the brony fandom and be accepted in the analysis community....
